Too much to handle
There are times when I really don’t know what to say or what to feel anymore. There are times I don’t know either if giving too much information about what you feel or anything about yourself can benefit you in the end. That’s what I feel right now. Maybe I’m just tired. Maybe I’m just exhausted after all the day’s work which I don’t know either if it is being appreciated. Well, I don’t care. I don’t know. I guess, I’m overwork or I’m just PMS’ing?! Never mind.
I’m just here sitting the whole day waiting for some ideas to come alive. But I manage to get in and out of my bed from time to time. This is the dilemma when your work is just at home. There are days when all the days are just what exactly you are doing like the other day. It can get you down for having no active social life seven days a week or worse even the rest of the year. I don’t actually ask for anything more but it totally gets on me so I really don’t know if it gives me proper consolation. Well, I’m hoping soon I’ll get by this feeling and move on to the things right where I started.
Just venting.
I’m glad Squidoo is always around. 
4 Comments »
spirituality said :
September 17, 2008 at 10:21 am
That IS the disadvantage of working from home in your own business. It might actually be a reason to quit and get back into the ordinary workforce.
Glad to see that smile at the end of this post
mulberry said :
September 17, 2008 at 2:51 pm
Yeah, we’ve all experienced those feelings! I finally had to reserve time throughout my week to get away for socialization. Lunch with a friend, an afternoon with my husband, etc. Then I make sure I have at least one whole day away from the computer. Have to remind ourselves why we wanted to get away from a “regular job”…to have time to do all the other things we wanted to do!
poddys said :
September 17, 2008 at 3:01 pm
I agree, you need I-N-S-P-I-R-A-T-I-O-N
You are unlikely to get that at home, unless something comes on the TV or Radio, so get out, go for a walk to clear your head, go shopping, chat with some friends…
It’s amazing where the ideas come from, but they (for me at least) rarely come from just sitting around trying to think of something.
Good Luck – your inspiration will come back…
naiza said :
September 19, 2008 at 5:14 am
Awww.. Nice to hear from you all. That was a bunch of support coming from fellow lensmasters. I really don’t know what to say but thank you for keeping an eye on me from time to time. I know you are all busy!
Thanks poddys, Katinka, mulberry! You are all awesome.